song review:half of my heart..=)

hi heart of mine! haha

i was about to make a blog about a song entitled "half of my heart" by john mayer..

during the past days,i enjoyed listening to this song because of its melody and genre..it relaxes me just like the song of michael buble.."i haven't met you yet"..=)

i think john mayer was left by his bride haha..but i think john did something that's why the girl left her..anyway what i like in this song is that at the end, he still listened to the "half" of his heart that tells he still loves the girl..=) buti nalang!!hahaha

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ang tagal ko na di nakakagawa ng blogs..=(
pero ang saya ko this past days..it was like a riding roller coaster..with a friend to share the excitements!!!haha a little busy, travellling around the metro..exploring the hospitals!grabe..
di ko din inaakala na nalilibot ko ang manila..hahaha
hopefully makabisado ko din..=)

the novel i just finished..=)

last week,i was able to "rest" for 4 days..that was good! i have spent those days at Pangasinan taking care of my lola.. during those "silent' days hahaha i was able to finish the book given to me by mam tin, its a book by Mitch Albom, "the five people you meet in heaven"

and that is the center of my newest blog..haha i wasn't able to write blogs for a long time and i reserved this good one as a comeback. so read on!=)

i just like to share the main story of the book..
Eddie just died after falling in a roller coaster,but in his dying starts the story.
He met five persons that thought him five lessons, i find those lessons so interesting and "magical" and i like to share it with you..So here are the five persons he met:

1. The Blue man- man he doesn't know
-there are no random acts. we are all connected. we cannot separate one life from the another than you can separate a breeze from wind.

2. The Captain-Eddie's commander during his time in the Army
-Sacrifice- sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're really not losing it, you are just passing it to someone else.

3. Ruby- where the pier got its name,wife of the owner of the amusement park where Eddie worked,his father worked.
-holding anger is a poison. it eats you from inside. we think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. but hatred is a curved blade, and the harm we do, we do it to ourselves.

4. Marguerite-wife of Eddie
-Lost love is still love, it takes a different form that's all. you can't see their smile or bring the food or tousle their hair or dance with them in the dance floor. but when those senses weaken, another heightens. memory. memory becomes your partner. you nurture it. you hold it. you dance with it. LIFE HAS TO END, LOVE DOESN'T.

5. Tala- child that Eddie met during a war in the Philippines. He tried to save her but he wasn't able to.
(for me,this is the most important lesson that Eddie should understand..also us..=) )

-that we are in a place for a reason. God placed us there because He knows we are best to be that character here on Earth. We are supposed to be where we are right now. As for Eddie, he was a maintenance crew, guiding little children in the park, making them smile..



how about you, have you figured it out why God placed you in a place where you are right now?=)

last insight from the book,heaven is peace, it is understanding what happened in your life and answering the big "why" in your mind..=)

very thankful!

yey! my new entry after knowing the much anticipated board exam result!!!

THANKS BE TO GOD!

it really made a big difference to my life..

what i really like about it is that it also made other people happy..=)

i owe it to god,manong jayson,my parents, my University of baguio, my gapuz review family, my friends...and to everyone that inspired me to pursue my nursing career..=)

because of this im able to do other things that require passing the board!=)
sa tulong ng ama, pumasa ako!=)

speaking out!!!

finally!!! whooo!!
i had this moment to burst the many things that is going inside my mind...
sorry, it was a long time since i wrote blog entries..and now...
i just wanted to let things burst out of my mind!!!
i want to listen to rock music..
throw those shoes, pick up those slippers..
wear the most comfortable clothes...!

haha!does that sound so irritating..not really, i just missed writing blogs... this is my time!
the things that i cant say to facebook, ill probably write to my blogsite..and my blog today would be about.....(just read it)..

i spent 3 days volunteering at the senate medical clinic..i take bp of employees, dependents, visitors ,executives,janitors...honestly, im having fun doing it..i keeps me busy and makes me not to "think" about the coming results..the staff are accommodating and most importantly, i learn to mingle and work with people who are superior to me.

just one point, i want to share this insight..
in my 3 days of "working" there, i met people from different walks of life. attorneys,doctors,reporters,janitors,police,nurses,..and many more..

(w8 lang ha im listening to linkin park..papercut-rock music!)sometimes its so tiring to live within the rules...dont bother trying the other side of the world..dont get bounded by boundaries!!!

oh e2 na nga...
just one point.one lng..

your position does not give you the right to judge other people.you cant measure someone on how he dress,speaks,understand... however, look into his pursuit of determination on how he is making a better change in his life. help him to grow up.

it gives me a lil insight why people start from stair no.1 and has to go up..because, first you should learn how to follow before being followed.

another point...
the person that might inspire you may just be the person sitting next to you in a jeepney, a person cleaning the room after work hours..the simple follower, look not into the "power" of someone..i tell you.seriously.

last..
we are respected in our different arenas...we are loved and valued by people who appreciate us. IT TAKES NO MONEY TO APPRECIATE A WORK WELL DONE.smile.say thank you.


hahaha!that is a real relief! as i said before my blogsite is my sanctuary..haha!what a word! that is why its called heart of mine...ideas from my heart..

til next time..adios!seize the day!-julz

ambivalence..

"laughter is a great mental tonic.."

its good some people can make us laugh, even with the little gesture or just a lil dance or song.
or saying a joke..they can make our silent moments into giggling ones.

after a busy day, its good to treat yourself with a good laugh..a smile, a tap on back...
you had a long busy day..you deserve a reward.=)

treat yourself with a funny movie, watch it with friends so the giggling will be more enjoying!=)


on the other side.....

"sleeping is a relief, coz who would want a day awake when reality is far what the heart longs to see.."

listening to slow music, looking over the window staring at the stars that shine in the moonless night..emo???!!!! we sometimes have to admit that we are emotional over things that make us feel appreciated,loved and recognized...
i thought about this idea a while ago, why would you stop a person from being dependent to someone if that is the only reason while he holds on...better find someone so happy in the company of others than not finding that someone in the first place...

just like a line in the story book of pocahontas i have read..
"id rather die tomorrow knowing you than to live a hundred years without knowing you.."

ambivalence
-the feelings of happiness and sadness that make our life more exciting..=)

BAGUIO GEM 2010

it was a cloudy Monday here in Baguio city and rains poured hard during the afternoon just 1 hour before the big event at Baguio atlethic bowl- the GEM 2010. Although it rained and the stage got wet, mud is covering the grass, and traffic surrounded the area.. nothing can hinder the night's event...it is the evangelical mission of INC.

everybody was overwhelmed with the number of people who attended the event. there was no available space to sit and even us, the usherettes and ushers stood during the whole program, guiding every person that may need help.. punong puno yung atlethic bowl hanggang sa baba!=)

and when the choir sang the songs loudly and clear, i had goosebumps and i know...God is happy..=)
the programme was about sharing the words of God to those who attended and it was a way to tell others that INC wants to share the words that God wants to tell to each of us.

my experience is this:
we finished early in our review, i got a chance to eat chicken sandwich before going to the vicinity (that was about 5:20..) i was late when i got there,i had no id...but when i saw the person distributing the id, i got the last one...=)

i felt fulfilled and overwhelmed with what happened, i proved myself that God made a way for me to be there and to realize that wala talagang imposible kay Bro..=)

if you like what youre doing and when you are fulfilling God's way, i tell you.. you'll never get tired and at most times, you'll ask for more..=)

i hope i was able to inspire you,God wont let you be hurt... each person may have different views in life but one is common among us, our savior..Jesus Christ..=)

(ill share the pics when they are available na..=)..kip safe reader!, Godbless!!!)

"lead me Lord"

just want to share some happenings in the past days...=)

we were able to apply in the prc filing for the July board exam!=) what a relief...
i can now focus on my review and make my scores better..=)
the long line during the application in our school really pushed me to my limit..i wont talk while waiting for my turn kasi talagang pagod na ako..haha if i would chat pa wid my friends ay naku malolobat talaga ako...hehe i was (and ate amy, ate mitch) was teary eyed when we finally finished the filing process..

we are tackling Med-Surg in our review...i can say that its the bulk of the exam, it comprise the part 3 and 4...eto kinakaya pa naman..=) hihi

i had many reflections during the passed days..
in our review we start the day with a prayer..its always nice that its like that..=)
yesterday, we sang Lead me Lord by gary v. .. the song was so touching... its really a prayer.
just a while ago, we sang 'take me out of the dark" yata yung title.. my favorite part was:

"teach me trust in you to lean not on my own understanding cause i just forget you wont give me what i cant bear..."

this is so true God wont give us things beyond our capabilities..He is our Engineer, He knows the exact things that we can and what we cant do...He will not give us problems that we cant solve..He trust us at the things that He gives us, He just want us to learn something..he wants us to be stronger..=)

our lecturer shared what happened to her husband, he had infection in CNS they spent almost 2 hundred thousand in the prestigious hospital locate in Global City,Manila.

what i thought was..hindi ibibigay ang problema na yan sayo kung hindi mo kayang solusyunan..just what the songs above want to tell...=)

my reader...a minute of prayer will make God smile, it means we remember Him, even at the end of the day say a lil prayer, just like how happy if someone would ask, how was your day?
we can also ask...thank you God for a nice day..=)