julea and juliana..=)

helow!!!! this is just a short blog..=)
its good that my lola just got home a while ago..


i and my younger brother spent 2 nights at the hospital to look after my lola..
ay nga pala..buti naalala ko..the title of this blog wud be..julea and juliana..=)
because my name was given by my grandparents,i was born at their house at pangasinan..=) my lolo wanted "lea"..and my name was after my lola's name juliana.. equals to...julea..=)
that is why im close to them...

i remember when i was still in grade one, i got sick and my lola traveled to our house in manila to cook a native chicken.. after that i got well..haha!!!

there was also a time when she visited, and her eyeglasses got broken because i stepped on it.. natapakan ko sa upuan kasi bata pa ako nun, as usual malikot ako nun..=)

it makes me smile to remember those things...i still pray for her recovery, my uncle said gusto nila ako nag mag alaga sa kanya kasi daw she smiles when i talk to her, kasi i say jokes at i tell her the funny experiences i had during my past duties to different places..=)

a nice quote i read from my review material goes like this... "pain is just temporary.." and i would add this...pain is just temporary we cant get stuck on something because time waits for no one...keep the faith!!!

a breaking heart

this day my heart really broke.....
it broke to see my grandmother so different...
so different from before, so fragile at this moment.

when she tried to return the smile i gave was the greatest gift i had today...
i wish i could say the words she would like to say...
chew the food for her..
move for her...

but up to now i admire her..
when we arranged her bag while she was awake, the things were organized and she knows what were the things inside..i gave her rosary so she could hold it with her strong hand...

she suffered stroke yesterday and it really made me sad...
i remember the blogs written by jiggy cruz, the oldest grandson of cory aquino...there he wrote how he really tried not to cry while talking to his lola..and that is exactly what i did..i have to be strong and composed at this moment.. i have to attend my reviews, i have to finish my reqirements for PRC, i have to convince myself everything will be alright.

i and my younger sister koleen just arrived here in baguio at 9pm.. but i cant help myself not to write this blog because i have to easen myself...writings blogs gave me a way to loosen some emotions.

i know God will be there always...
my dear reader, pls pray for my lola...=)

some thoughts..=)

i miss writing blogs!!!=)

after the graduation celebration...the journey begins...another chapter of life that has to be better than the last..- and it can only be better if i will make a change.

change is inevitable and you have to let it pass when it knocks on your door.. because if you dont, you will get stuck in that point, in that corner... we have to move, even if it slow.. we cant rush things, we have to understand the art of preparation.

last april 4, i really saved this things to my cellphone before i went to sleep..
these were the things that i learned during that day:
1. put God first-start ur day with a prayer
2. Learn new things each day-i mean RE- learn it again..haha
3. learn from your mistakes-always!
4. stay L-least noisy O-observant W-win a friend with a smile
5. be cautious-some people are bad, but God sends us angels to protect us..=)
6. patience and courage makes a difference!

it was a walk in duty at benguet gen DR...grabe, di bale masasabi ko lang.. everyone starts as a novice..=)

this week, we are arranging the things that we need for the application in the July board exam...i really hope we can finish the things that we are doing, we were travelling, i sleep late, but dont worry i dont let myself go hungry...=) hehe...syempre as in kakapagod pero kaya!!!=)

im happy for my friend, a magna cum laude in DLSU dasma...galing!=)

looking forward for more accomplishments this week..tc! till next time..=)

"all systems go!"

"all systems go!"

that is all i can say as i wait 1 day more for my graduation. i can say everything is ready, everything has been prepared vigilantly..i am really happy and excited for the event.. i made this blog to pay recognition to the graduation committee of our school- UNIVERSITY OF BAGUIO...

i really appreciate the effort given and the time exerted for our practice. the instructions were thoroughly explained, the directions were very well said...!especially the talk of sir raffy!!i love it! he gave jokes that really happen during graduation..!!!hahaha

the school really wanted everything to be perfect and i really felt that UB wanted our parents to feel the warm welcome and thanks of the university..

being the second home of their children, and being away from home, UB has that "family atmosphere", it really has that "caring" for every student...

i also would like to commend the effort of our dean, Dr. Cabrera. She was there at the gym during the practices. she comes earlier than i do..=) wag ko lang sya masasalubong kundi lagot aq, late aq ng 5 mins. haha!

i remember the question in a slumbook during the elementary years,,
what is your greatest ambition?---- to finish my studies...at eto tapos na...=)

again,CHEERS TO BATCH 2010! i am with you in praying for our success!=)
GODBLESS US..=)

a short blog...=)

this one is short,( before i get busy for the rehearsals tom until friday, grad exercises on sunday, i dont know yet if i will be on Tarlac for the completion duty on next monday to wednesday) i ll just explain what i mean in my message in my yearbook:

"the quality of a person's life is in direct proportion to his commitment to excellence, regarding in whatever chosen field of endeavor.. i dedicate my achievements to my family and relatives. to m.jay, a sing;e thank you is not enough"

...ok that's it..haha
no matter what your profession may be, if you put your heart into it, you will not get tired, you will enjoy what you are doing. when you love what your doing, you'll never get tired same as if you love a person, you'll wait...for the right time and hope, and hoping means to hope when all things are hopeless...perfect!!!

i just made it short because i believe that when you are able to say what you want to say, no other explanation is necessary.

naalala ko tuloy si shiela, "madali tayong kausap chugz eh!"...

CHEERS RO BATCH 2010!!!
GODBLESS..=)

i had a funny experience yesterday when we were walking down session road, we went for interview for a chance to be a call center agent.. Convergys inc.rented the yellow cab pizza store to be the place of their interview..
there were two of us who were facing the interviewer, i was the one who was asked first, it was really funny! i was able to answer the questions but i mentioned about the financial stuff, and that's a big no no during an interview..! yung kasama ko, nclex passer na at RN na din..hahaha after that we were given food stubs.. nakakain tukoy ako ng yellow cab ng wala sa oras.. free pizza, who wouldnt want that???yum yum yum... e kasama ko pa si ate mitch..addict sa pizza..
a letter was handed to me saying, we regret to inform you that you dont qualify our requirement..hahaha that really makes me laughuntil now! nag seminar pa naman kami about interviews tapos in the real scenario ganun ginawa ko...wel at least ive experience an actual interview..=)


so these are some of my graduation pics...
i stare at it and just smile... at last, i was able to arrive at this point of my life that i can say to myself, i was able to achieve something...im proud of my parents and manong jayson.

without them, i am not here, able to finish my studies and achieve such degree.. in the past days, i said to myself, i have caused my parents so much sacrifices already... its my turn to do my part..in my little ways i will start to make them feel proud also.. i will review hard to pass the board exam in just one take...

like what i said in my yearbook:
"the quality of a person's life is in direct proportion to his commitment to excellence, regarding in whatever chosen field of endeavor.. i dedicate my achievements to my family and relatives. to m.jay, a sing;e thank you is not enough"

i will explain it in my next blog..=)
i feel so grateful that God gave me so much blessings... more than what i asked, and i know, before i pray, He already knows what will i say..and a blessing is again coming my way..=)

thank you bro!!!!=)

a great day with shiela..=)

how will i start? where will i start?..;)

the internet here at school is taking too long to respond but so far so good naman.
i planned to make this blog last night but i was tired already from the things that i did yesterday..
i was at the school 9:30 am to arrange the papers for our section's yearbook, good thing i saw shiela so nagkwentuhan kami sa library..sorry hehe
i looked for mam danglipen but she was no yet around at 11:00 am we just took the courage of availing the BPI savings card at campomanes...after 45 minutes, we were able to get our card.=)

we had lunch at jollibee assumption and shiela treat me for the meal...=) tnx chugz!
she shared stories that really made me laugh and i felt my stomach quiver bec i laughed too hard....she told me the story during their first ever duty at tagudin..

after that we went to commerce bldg, we saw sir imus,,, we were again laughing bec we have to let sir imus sign our case slips and without any effort of texting him, we just saw him..
i and shiela enjoy talking about destiny and fate.. she said that "if a thing is really bound for you, you would get it in the right time, without any effort.." haha then we would look at each other and say chugas ay...hahaha!

even her bottle of water that was left at the campomanes while we were on the line waiting for our card, was still there..after namin kumain sa jollibee napansin nya wala yung tubig nya binalikan namin sa campomanes andun pa din.. sabi ko sa kanya, destiny mo yung tubig mo chugz...hehe!

it was 4pm already when our meeting with dean cabrera took place, i appreciate the effort of our dean to make such meetings because she made it a point to speak to each graduating student and inspire them with little ideas like...exert effort to pass the board exam..she said "let's make history this july and december board exams.."

i and koleen went to church that evening..and ate a late dinner...the lesson that night made me thought of things that i have to let happen...God has better plans, He has many surprises for us..=)