ambivalence..

"laughter is a great mental tonic.."

its good some people can make us laugh, even with the little gesture or just a lil dance or song.
or saying a joke..they can make our silent moments into giggling ones.

after a busy day, its good to treat yourself with a good laugh..a smile, a tap on back...
you had a long busy day..you deserve a reward.=)

treat yourself with a funny movie, watch it with friends so the giggling will be more enjoying!=)


on the other side.....

"sleeping is a relief, coz who would want a day awake when reality is far what the heart longs to see.."

listening to slow music, looking over the window staring at the stars that shine in the moonless night..emo???!!!! we sometimes have to admit that we are emotional over things that make us feel appreciated,loved and recognized...
i thought about this idea a while ago, why would you stop a person from being dependent to someone if that is the only reason while he holds on...better find someone so happy in the company of others than not finding that someone in the first place...

just like a line in the story book of pocahontas i have read..
"id rather die tomorrow knowing you than to live a hundred years without knowing you.."

ambivalence
-the feelings of happiness and sadness that make our life more exciting..=)

BAGUIO GEM 2010

it was a cloudy Monday here in Baguio city and rains poured hard during the afternoon just 1 hour before the big event at Baguio atlethic bowl- the GEM 2010. Although it rained and the stage got wet, mud is covering the grass, and traffic surrounded the area.. nothing can hinder the night's event...it is the evangelical mission of INC.

everybody was overwhelmed with the number of people who attended the event. there was no available space to sit and even us, the usherettes and ushers stood during the whole program, guiding every person that may need help.. punong puno yung atlethic bowl hanggang sa baba!=)

and when the choir sang the songs loudly and clear, i had goosebumps and i know...God is happy..=)
the programme was about sharing the words of God to those who attended and it was a way to tell others that INC wants to share the words that God wants to tell to each of us.

my experience is this:
we finished early in our review, i got a chance to eat chicken sandwich before going to the vicinity (that was about 5:20..) i was late when i got there,i had no id...but when i saw the person distributing the id, i got the last one...=)

i felt fulfilled and overwhelmed with what happened, i proved myself that God made a way for me to be there and to realize that wala talagang imposible kay Bro..=)

if you like what youre doing and when you are fulfilling God's way, i tell you.. you'll never get tired and at most times, you'll ask for more..=)

i hope i was able to inspire you,God wont let you be hurt... each person may have different views in life but one is common among us, our savior..Jesus Christ..=)

(ill share the pics when they are available na..=)..kip safe reader!, Godbless!!!)

"lead me Lord"

just want to share some happenings in the past days...=)

we were able to apply in the prc filing for the July board exam!=) what a relief...
i can now focus on my review and make my scores better..=)
the long line during the application in our school really pushed me to my limit..i wont talk while waiting for my turn kasi talagang pagod na ako..haha if i would chat pa wid my friends ay naku malolobat talaga ako...hehe i was (and ate amy, ate mitch) was teary eyed when we finally finished the filing process..

we are tackling Med-Surg in our review...i can say that its the bulk of the exam, it comprise the part 3 and 4...eto kinakaya pa naman..=) hihi

i had many reflections during the passed days..
in our review we start the day with a prayer..its always nice that its like that..=)
yesterday, we sang Lead me Lord by gary v. .. the song was so touching... its really a prayer.
just a while ago, we sang 'take me out of the dark" yata yung title.. my favorite part was:

"teach me trust in you to lean not on my own understanding cause i just forget you wont give me what i cant bear..."

this is so true God wont give us things beyond our capabilities..He is our Engineer, He knows the exact things that we can and what we cant do...He will not give us problems that we cant solve..He trust us at the things that He gives us, He just want us to learn something..he wants us to be stronger..=)

our lecturer shared what happened to her husband, he had infection in CNS they spent almost 2 hundred thousand in the prestigious hospital locate in Global City,Manila.

what i thought was..hindi ibibigay ang problema na yan sayo kung hindi mo kayang solusyunan..just what the songs above want to tell...=)

my reader...a minute of prayer will make God smile, it means we remember Him, even at the end of the day say a lil prayer, just like how happy if someone would ask, how was your day?
we can also ask...thank you God for a nice day..=)