Monday, April 26, 2010

julea and juliana..=)

helow!!!! this is just a short blog..=)

its good that my lola just got home a while ago..

i and my younger brother spent 2 nights at the hospital to look after my lola..
ay nga pala..buti naalala ko..the title of this blog wud be..julea and juliana..=)
because my name was given by my grandparents,i was born at their house at pangasinan..=) my lolo wanted "lea"..and my name was after my lola's name juliana.. equals to...julea..=)
that is why im close to them...

i remember when i was still in grade one, i got sick and my lola traveled to our house in manila to cook a native chicken.. after that i got well..haha!!!

there was also a time when she visited, and her eyeglasses got broken because i stepped on it..
natapakan ko sa upuan kasi bata pa ako nun, as usual malikot ako nun..=)

it makes me smile to remember those things...i still pray for her recovery, my uncle said gusto nila ako nag mag alaga sa kanya kasi daw she smiles when i talk to her, kasi i say jokes at i tell her the funny experiences i had during my past duties to different places..=)

a nice quote i read from my review material goes like this... "pain is just temporary.." and i would add this...pain is just temporary we cant get stuck on something because time waits for no one...keep the faith!!!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

a breaking heart

this day my heart really broke.....
it broke to see my grandmother so different...
so different from before, so fragile at this moment.

when she tried to return the smile i gave was the greatest gift i had today...
i wish i could say the words she would like to say...
chew the food for her..
move for her...

but up to now i admire her..
when we arranged her bag while she was awake, the things were organized and she knows what were the things inside..i gave her rosary so she could hold it with her strong hand...

she suffered stroke yesterday and it really made me sad...
i remember the blogs written by jiggy cruz, the oldest grandson of cory aquino...there he wrote how he really tried not to cry while talking to his lola..and that is exactly what i did..i have to be strong and composed at this moment.. i have to attend my reviews, i have to finish my reqirements for PRC, i have to convince myself everything will be alright.

i and my younger sister koleen just arrived here in baguio at 9pm.. but i cant help myself not to write this blog because i have to easen myself...writings blogs gave me a way to loosen some emotions.

i know God will be there always...
my dear reader, pls pray for my lola...=)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

some thoughts..=)

i miss writing blogs!!!=)

after the graduation celebration...the journey begins...another chapter of life that has to be better than the last..- and it can only be better if i will make a change.

change is inevitable and you have to let it pass when it knocks on your door.. because if you dont, you will get stuck in that point, in that corner... we have to move, even if it slow.. we cant rush things, we have to understand the art of preparation.

last april 4, i really saved this things to my cellphone before i went to sleep..
these were the things that i learned during that day:
1. put God first-start ur day with a prayer
2. Learn new things each day-i mean RE- learn it again..haha
3. learn from your mistakes-always!
4. stay L-least noisy O-observant W-win a friend with a smile
5. be cautious-some people are bad, but God sends us angels to protect us..=)
6. patience and courage makes a difference!

it was a walk in duty at benguet gen DR...grabe, di bale masasabi ko lang.. everyone starts as a novice..=)

this week, we are arranging the things that we need for the application in the July board exam...i really hope we can finish the things that we are doing, we were travelling, i sleep late, but dont worry i dont let myself go hungry...=) hehe...syempre as in kakapagod pero kaya!!!=)

im happy for my friend, a magna cum laude in DLSU dasma...galing!=)

looking forward for more accomplishments this! till next time..=)